I Miss You

I miss you, more than I ever thought I would do but I do it. They say basic emotions are happiness, sadness, fear, anger, surprise and disgust but missing you is none of them. It is the void in my life which doesn't let me feel any other emotion.

I miss you when I am happy, it does make my happiness feel incomplete; I miss you when I am sad because all I need then is your shoulder to cry, you arms to wrap me around you hug me tight; I miss you when I am angry, as you are the only one on whom I can vent it out or who can calm me down.

I miss you when I find me alone in the bed; when I find myself alone on the road; when I know you are upset and things are not working out as you wanted; I feel lonely in the crowd and I find myself content enough being just with you.

I miss you in your infidelity, I am not the one who is there in your thoughts but some other girl is. I miss you in your effort of working things out as it should have been effortless.

I miss you when I love you, your love is missing there.

I wonder if I love you more or do I miss you more. My life has turned into just a question mark, do I miss 'You' because I Love You or do I miss the love which I thought is 'You'?