“Akansha you are my wife, I am staying with you, right? I am not showing and frustration, I am trying to be happy, I am not trying to convince you for divorce. What else do you want?” Abhimanyu shouted in frustration.
“Yes Abhimanyu, you are doing a huge favor for me by staying with me. There is no love, no emotions; it’s just social conviction that’s all you care for. And your love is for that bitch!” Akansha shouted in a louder pitch.
“Akansha, don’t drag her into everything. It was not for her. How many times do I have to tell you about that? Prarthana was there in my life for a reason and the reason is you. Have you looked at yourself in the mirror? You can act a witch without even any makeup. She was there to support me, it was love and she left me for you” Abhimanyu continued “What else do you want? I am trying right! Things don’t happen overnight; everything needs time. I am sacrificing my career as a writer also to give you happiness. Now do you want me to die?”
Another night continued with the same argument over and over. Akansha and Abhimanyu are married for last six years after two years of their courtship. Life seemed to be a fairytale to Akansha during all those years. Yes, there were fights, huge fights, but then there was love which used to fade away everything bad they had between them. Abhimanyu was her life, her world. Whatever she had done, always had a thought about him, will he like it, Will he be happy with this and they all of a sudden she comes to know that it’s not the same with Abhimanyu. Abhimanyu could merely remember all the good time they spent together, all he could remember is the fight they had. He could easily forget all the care, love, effort Akansha had for him. All it mattered today to him about her is, she doesn’t take care of herself; she has the worst skin possible, the worst figure possible in the earth.
Akansha hated it when Abhimanyu says he doesn’t remember anything good about their relation; all he remembers is it was not working out, they were always fighting; but he does remember what Prarthana is all about. Akansha wants Abhimanyu to forget her and back to her all over again, loving her all over again. She just hates that bitch. Is she better than Akansha? Is Akansha jealous of her – Yes, she is.
She knows every fight with Abhimanyu is taking him away from her, but still every time all she can manage is to fight with him. All she has expected in all those days are Abhimanyu will realize his mistake and come back to Akansha and will say “Sorry Sona. It was a mistake. Ar hobe na” hugging her tight. But it never happened. Abhimanyu doesn’t have a bit of any guilt. He justifies the thing saying this is how it is. He doesn’t get attracted towards the same person for long. He wants to have sex with different girls. This would have been acceptable to Akansha somewhere. She accepted and tries to make things on track, but deep down somewhere she can sense the craving Abhimanyu has for Prarthana, she can sense the pain Abhimanyu experiences for not getting Prarthana. She can feel the madness Abhimanyu has for Prarthana which she always wanted to achieve.
Is this love what she has for Abhimanyu? Or is this just the feeling of being defeated by Prarthana which she is not able to handle? What does she want? She wants Abhimanyu to be back to her, to have the same madness he has for Prarthana to her. She wants Abhimanyu to love her unconditionally. She wants Abhimanyu to feel the pain she is going through. She wants Abhimanyu to calm her down when she is angry, furious instead of abusing the world. She wants to be a proud wife.
But its only destiny who knows what is waiting for her in her broken nest.
#BrokenShe, #Expectation, #HerStory, #Infidelity, #Love
“Yes Abhimanyu, you are doing a huge favor for me by staying with me. There is no love, no emotions; it’s just social conviction that’s all you care for. And your love is for that bitch!” Akansha shouted in a louder pitch.
“Akansha, don’t drag her into everything. It was not for her. How many times do I have to tell you about that? Prarthana was there in my life for a reason and the reason is you. Have you looked at yourself in the mirror? You can act a witch without even any makeup. She was there to support me, it was love and she left me for you” Abhimanyu continued “What else do you want? I am trying right! Things don’t happen overnight; everything needs time. I am sacrificing my career as a writer also to give you happiness. Now do you want me to die?”
Another night continued with the same argument over and over. Akansha and Abhimanyu are married for last six years after two years of their courtship. Life seemed to be a fairytale to Akansha during all those years. Yes, there were fights, huge fights, but then there was love which used to fade away everything bad they had between them. Abhimanyu was her life, her world. Whatever she had done, always had a thought about him, will he like it, Will he be happy with this and they all of a sudden she comes to know that it’s not the same with Abhimanyu. Abhimanyu could merely remember all the good time they spent together, all he could remember is the fight they had. He could easily forget all the care, love, effort Akansha had for him. All it mattered today to him about her is, she doesn’t take care of herself; she has the worst skin possible, the worst figure possible in the earth.
Akansha hated it when Abhimanyu says he doesn’t remember anything good about their relation; all he remembers is it was not working out, they were always fighting; but he does remember what Prarthana is all about. Akansha wants Abhimanyu to forget her and back to her all over again, loving her all over again. She just hates that bitch. Is she better than Akansha? Is Akansha jealous of her – Yes, she is.
She knows every fight with Abhimanyu is taking him away from her, but still every time all she can manage is to fight with him. All she has expected in all those days are Abhimanyu will realize his mistake and come back to Akansha and will say “Sorry Sona. It was a mistake. Ar hobe na” hugging her tight. But it never happened. Abhimanyu doesn’t have a bit of any guilt. He justifies the thing saying this is how it is. He doesn’t get attracted towards the same person for long. He wants to have sex with different girls. This would have been acceptable to Akansha somewhere. She accepted and tries to make things on track, but deep down somewhere she can sense the craving Abhimanyu has for Prarthana, she can sense the pain Abhimanyu experiences for not getting Prarthana. She can feel the madness Abhimanyu has for Prarthana which she always wanted to achieve.
Is this love what she has for Abhimanyu? Or is this just the feeling of being defeated by Prarthana which she is not able to handle? What does she want? She wants Abhimanyu to be back to her, to have the same madness he has for Prarthana to her. She wants Abhimanyu to love her unconditionally. She wants Abhimanyu to feel the pain she is going through. She wants Abhimanyu to calm her down when she is angry, furious instead of abusing the world. She wants to be a proud wife.
But its only destiny who knows what is waiting for her in her broken nest.
#BrokenShe, #Expectation, #HerStory, #Infidelity, #Love
